Thursday, February 28, 2008

Bath Time



McKenzie is a little old to have her bath pictures taken, but I thought this one was harmless enough. She was being such a nut when I took these a few days ago! She LOVES to try and drink the bath water no matter what I do to prevent it. So, she decided to one-up me and take it straight from the tap so I couldnt get after her. Funny girl!

Sunshine






The sun came out today, and McKenzie and I decided to make the most of it. We went to "our private little park", a playground a few blocks away that no one ever uses. McKenzie had such a good time, and loved having her picture taken today. She went to each section of the playground and said "Picture me here mom!"


Wednesday, February 27, 2008

Venting my Inner Thoughts

I've been thinking to myself a lot the last few weeks, wondering who I am and what my priorities are. I have been feeling a more pressing desire to get more involved in church, somethig that working 12 hours on Sundays does not allow. If church is becoming a higher priority to me, why don't I quit my job? We've done the math, and technically we could probably get by without my income... but am I prepared for that? Can I make the sacrifices that would involve? Am I willing to be on a tight, no frills budget and occassianally live off of Top Raman Noodles? Ick. Staying at home sounds nice some days, but I love some of the perks work provides, even at just 12 days a month: adult conversation, mental stimulation and something interesting to talk about when I am around people. Plus, being on a super snug budget, I dont think I would get out of the house much, causing severe mental insanity. I like to get out of the house and I like to be able to play some. Does that make me a little selfish? Maybe.

I guess there are other options. I could change shifts. But any other shift would mean day care for McKenzie. Cris and I chose to bring her into the world, and, we feel we should be the ones raising her. Who knows what care she would get out there, even with the most trusted of sitters. Or, I could change jobs. That makes me cry a little. I really, truly like my job. And I make really good money for what I do. I've browsed the want ads, and the really good part time jobs pay half of what I am making now per hour. If I took one of those, would I feel like my time was being used well? Would I get a schedule that worked for us? Argh. I hate this.

Of course, we are still trying to get that job sharing program going. My office loves the idea and my GM whole heartedly supports the idea. Unfortunately its a change that would require corporate input. It's passed regional officers approval, its just been stuck in corporate HR. And its making me nervous... and I guess causing me to think about all of this mess. If it goes through my immediate stress will be releived. Going to church every third week isnt ideal, but, its a start and MUCH better than being inactive for 3 years. Anyway, I will continue to pray and think about work. Thank you for letting me vent a little, I already feel better! In the mean time, if you run across any part time desk jobs in Tooele County that pay $20 an hour with a gold plated schedule, forward them on to me! LOL!

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

It's Official!


I just got back from my first OB appointment. After sufficient amounts of poking, prodding, and draining about 3 gallons of blood, the doctor says everything looks textbook perfect. Wahoo! Then, he had to tell me a 20 minute story of his unsuccessful elk hunt last year. Yes, while I was still only wearing a sheet. That was fun! My doctor is funny. When I was expecting McKenzie, he decided to take up taxidermy as a hobby. He delighted in showing us pictures of a deer foot lamp he was making (I'm not joking). Today Dr. Stowers was pretty sad Cris couldnt come to the appointment (he never missed one of McKenzies) because he needed some "man talk" to get him through his day. How funny, but it kind of makes me wonder how someone like that becomes a womans doctor? Anyway, passing the first OB check feels like some milestone. I think I will take my grab bag of sample vitamins, iron supplements and stool softeners and go celebrate! Hahaha!

Friday, February 22, 2008

Mexican Casserole

Since I wont be around much to post anything new this weekend, I thought I would do a double dose today! I thought it would be fun to share easy recipes with each other, since I know most of us could use some more! So, here's mine. Post one on your blog if you want to, or email it to me and I can upload it for you. Todays recipe: Mexican Casserole

  • 1 package corn tortillas (I have a 9" round dish, so I buy the 9" tortillas. Original recipe calls for a casserole dish, so buy what works for you)
  • 3 or 4 chicken breasts
  • 1 jar salsa - as spicy as you like
  • 1 can kidney beans (rinsed and drained)
  • 1 envelope chicken taco seasoning
  • 2 cups cheese

The original recipe calls for you to chop the chicken and cook it in a fry pan with the taco seasoning. Personally, I find it easier (and better) to put the chicken in a croc pot for 5 or 6 hours, add the seasoning and about a 1/2 cup of chicken broth. Then the chicken shreds pretty well. Do as you like.

Then, in your dish, layer 2 tortillas, 1/3 of the chicken mixture, 1/3 of the beans, 1/3 of the salsa and 1/3 of the cheese. Repeat 3 times. Bake at 350 for 35-40 minutes.

It's an easy, but really yummy dish that everyone loves. (And big thanks to my mom. She found this recipe and brought it to my house the day we came home from the hospital with McKenzie. It surprised me because I have NEVER seen my mom cook a Mexican dish.)

Enjoy!

100 Things About Me

I've always admired Leann's blog and find lots of ideas and inspiration from her. One of the things that she did was list 100 things about herself. Since I read that post months ago, I have been wanting to try it. It was a lot more difficult than I thought, and it took me two days to get it done. So, it may be a little rough, but here it is:

  1. I never thought being a mom would be so much fun!
  2. Or so much work.
  3. In high school I didn’t think my brother and I would ever get along. I was wrong.
  4. I am lactose intolerant, but refuse to give up chocolate ice cream (especially Rocky Road. Yum!).
  5. Each time I eat ice cream, I am in so much pain I vow to never touch the stuff again. Then I break that vow a couple weeks later. (That pain is worse than labor pains!)
  6. I dream of singing on stage, but have absolutely NO talent for it.
  7. I love making digital movies, and then corner my extended family and make them watch them with me.
  8. I am frightened of trains. (yes, I know that it’s weird)
  9. I would rather pick up a mouse or a snake than a teeny tiny spider. EEEEK!
  10. Shiny spiders scare me more than hairy ones. Go figure?
  11. When I start reading a book, I can’t do almost anything else until it’s done.
  12. I am really insecure and constantly worry about what other people think of me.
  13. I hated commuting into Sandy for my last job, but secretly liked my alone time driving to work in the morning with the radio on loud.
  14. I talk to my mom on the phone at least once a day.
  15. I don’t like breakfast foods for breakfast. I’d rather open a can of Campbell’s soup some days.
  16. I drink very few soda drinks, but have a hard time resisting a Pepsi from a fountain machine.
  17. One of the main reasons I want to finish our basement is so I can have room for big family gatherings at our house.
  18. I HATE clutter.
  19. Every room in my house could be spotless, but my home office is always cluttered.
  20. I love to vacuum.
  21. I hate dusting.
  22. I’m tired of playing Canasta with my parents, but do it to make my dad happy.
  23. I am closer to my father than I ever dreamed I would be when I was growing up.
  24. I rarely eat leftovers.
  25. I only drink bottled water, and it has to be cold. (Sorry environment)
  26. I don’t like sodas from a bottle.
  27. I’ve never eaten at a public restaurant alone.
  28. I want to go back to Belize and spend a week seeing all the sights I missed on our last trip, but then worry I’ll be missing out on some new part of the world I could have seen instead.
  29. I admire my mothers “we’ll work it out” attitude.
  30. I am a little nervous about being able to juggle two kids while grocery shopping.
  31. I love to scrapbook.
  32. I love showing McKenzie new things.
  33. I’ve wanted to paint the living room for over three years, but never even start.
  34. I have a hard time picturing my life in 10 years.
  35. I enjoy sitting at my dining room table watching the deer on the mountain.
  36. I am a worrier.
  37. Excluding childbirth, I have never been in the hospital.
  38. I don’t mind doing laundry….
  39. I just hate putting it away!
  40. I like cooking new recipes, but get discouraged because Cris doesn’t like change.
  41. I love to rearrange the furniture in my house.
  42. My family likes to tease me about having a big nose.
  43. I love Christmas; especially now that I have an excited daughter to share the magic with.
  44. I usually order the same thing from a restaurant because I know what to expect.
  45. I was more depressed than I knew after our miscarriage 5 years ago. My heart was broken and I was in a dark funk. It was the only real rough patch in our, otherwise, great marriage.
  46. I get excited every day when I go to check the mail. Even though I know it’s only bills waiting for me.
  47. I don’t eat ‘questionable’ food, but am proud that I ate chicken cooked in the middle of the rainforest by the locals in a shack without walls. And it was good!
  48. I am claustrophobic.
  49. I love to play practical jokes.
  50. I don’t like coffee.
  51. I don’t function on little sleep.
  52. I never felt a desire to go to college, despite having over $50,000 dollars in scholarships I walked away from.
  53. I hate being cold.
  54. I don’t like being wrong.
  55. I’m half-duckfooted - my right foot turns out when I walk.
  56. I love laughing so hard your cheeks hurt.
  57. I like adventure.
  58. I’ve been: bungee jumping, helmet diving, and went on a zip line through the jungle canopy in Central America.
  59. I don’t like spending every evening at home, so I drag my family somewhere to visit someone, run an errand or for a drive, once or twice a week.
  60. I love homemade bread.
  61. I have never been on an actual diet.
  62. I don’t think I could live somewhere without mountains.
  63. I can’t stand having the shutters on the windows closed in our living room – even at night.
  64. I wait to water my houseplants until they start to droop, because I like to see them bounce back after I finally give them a drink. (Weirdly enough, they are surprisingly healthy. I think they like the torture)
  65. I love, love, love it when my daughter calls me “mommy”.
  66. The only canned vegetable I like is corn.
  67. I have one crooked tooth that has always bothered me.
  68. My husband and I cuddle before we fall asleep, but just before we doze off we roll apart and don’t like to touch each other.
  69. I hate socks.
  70. I think I may be addicted to chapstick.
  71. I have never smoked a cigarette.
  72. I have never been drunk.
  73. And I have never tried drugs.
  74. I can’t take cold medicine – even the non-drowsy formula makes me incredibly loopy and knocks me out cold for most of the day.
  75. I had to take prostate medication (for kidney stones). That was a fun prescription to fill!!!!
  76. I was 18 when we were engaged.
  77. I am a morning person.
  78. I love fresh vegetables.
  79. I get frustrated when people don’t know how to use a 4-way stop.
  80. I’ve never ridden a jet ski.
  81. I love waking up to new snowfall.
  82. I love to nap in the sunshine.
  83. I like chewing gum, but only half a piece at a time.
  84. No matter how hard I try, I can’t get a tan.
  85. Compared to my in-laws, I feel like I have big feet. (I wear a size 8)
  86. I don’t like cheese.
  87. I love the feeling of solidly hitting a softball in the middle of a game.
  88. I physically can’t sleep in past 8 o’clock anymore.
  89. Every woman in my family eats toast smeared in peanut butter with chocolate milk for breakfast every morning. I like it, but it’s something I don’t make for myself. I only have it when I am at my moms in the morning.
  90. I’ve never been to Yellowstone, but am hoping we can go this summer.
  91. I like fruit juice.
  92. Playing hymns on the piano helps me relax.
  93. I miss going to church, so working on Sundays is difficult.
  94. I want to build a huge fort/swing set in our back yard for our kids.
  95. I love checking my email.
  96. I am shy when it comes to making new friends.
  97. I think my dad can do anything.
  98. I easily trust people.
  99. A man died in my arms when I stopped to help at a car accident scene.
  100. I felt that mans spirit leave his body, and it changed my life forever.

Thursday, February 21, 2008

I thought I was homeless

Today I opened the mail and found a letter from our mortgage company. At the top of it read "Payoff Demand Notice". It went on to list our current balance, and left instructions on where we need to wire our payoff amount by the 15th of March. It said checks were not acceptable, only the full amount would be accepted, and listed a case number. I started panic. I was sweating, tears were pooling in my eyes, my heart was racing and I couldnt slow my brain down long enough to have a complete thought. I kept thinking "But we haven't had a single late payment! How could they do this to us? Were we stupid enough to actually sign a loan that somewhere in fine print was written that they could collect the balance at any time?"

I kept trying to call Cris, and finally reached him on his way home from work. I explained what came in the mail, and he said, "Stacy. (sigh) Remember, we are refinancing for a lower interested rate?" I squeaked out a slight "yeah..." He went on, "The new loan company contacted them to find our payoff amount. It's not a demand for payoff, its a notice of how they need to be paid off if we refinance." I couldn't say much, so I mumbled something incoherrent and hung up. I've never felt so silly or so relieved.

So, Countrywide Mortgage, I appollogize for the horrible things I said about you today, but in fairness, can you clarify some of the wording on the important looking documents you mail out?

My lifespan was reduced today by 3 1/2 years, I am pretty sure.

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

A Challenge


So, I know I have some pretty talented blogging buddies, and I would like to put your creativity to the test! I just posted a picture of a UFO detector I found on E-bay. I'd like to see you search E-bay and leave a comment with the strangest thing you found. The item has to be current, can't be something mentioned on the news in the past. Let's see what strange things we can dig up!

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

Adventures of Zombie-ism in Motherhood

I didnt get much sleep last night, and I am really feeling it today. My eyes dont want to stay open and I find myself constantly resisting the urge to crawl back under the blankets and bury my head. McKenzie has been fighting sleeping the last week or so. I dont know what caused it, but it would be sure nice to get it fixed.

McKenzie has always been an easy sleeper. She started sleeping through the night at 6 weeks old, has always taken naps easily and got a good 10 hours of sleep at night without a problem. About two weeks ago, she learned to open doors, and since then, wont stay in her room. Maybe its the draw of her new-found freedom calling to her? But, that almost doesn't seem right either. Before she could open doors, she rarely made a peep at night time. Now, when we put her back in her bed, she cries for the light to be left on. What suddenly causes a fear of the dark - especially for a child who thought a nightlight provided too much light to fall asleep to? So, I am writing to ask all of my mommy friends out there for their advise. Any ideas?

Friday, February 15, 2008

How can you not smile?

McKenzie wearing an Austin Powers wig
My mom sent me this pic of McKenzie from her archives. It's probably a year old now, but everytime I see it, I cant help but smile. Love it!

Thursday, February 14, 2008

Two Feet

This is what it looked like when he started shoveling this morning - and thats after pushing 8" of snow out of the driveway last night! Eeek!

Our front porch is somewhere under there.


McKenzie burried in a snow bank.

Is it just me, or does he not look too happy? Maybe it's the insane amount of snow he needs to move all by himself. (He wouldnt allow me to help)

Yesterday my mom and I went shopping in Salt Lake for a little Girls Day Out. I found some great deals, one of which was a Columbia winter coat. It's SO cute and was only $33! (regular $200) It's a good thing I got the coat, because I think I am going to need it this week! When I woke up this morning there was more than 2 feet of snow in our yard! I LOVE big snow storms - there is just something magical about them! The world looks clean and pure and so darn fun! This one is especially great because Cris and I are planning on being home today - so no nasty commute to put up with. Not that it affects us, but schools are closed. Someday I am sure our road will be plowed and we may eventually get out of the house. For now, pour the hot chocolate, turn on a movie (probably animated) and lets snuggle under the blankets! Woohoo!

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

Dancing Queen

Cris' Sister Ashli was featured in the Tooele Paper. Here's the article:

Former Miss Tooele County and current Jazz Dancer Ashli Dew (left) performs at a Jazz game Jan. 10. Dew practices with other Nu Skin Jazz Dancers twice a week for four hours each time.--

As a member of the Nu Skin Jazz Dancers -- the official dance team for the Utah Jazz -- Tooele resident Ashli Dew continues to entertain audiences at games and inspire others in the community who wish to follow her same dreams.
Dew, 23, is a lifelong resident of Tooele who has been performing with the Jazz Dancers since July of last year. Dew was a cheerleader and Sha-ronn at Tooele High School and was on the Salt Lake Community College Cheer Squad. She said her love of dancing began at age 4 when she began taking regular dance classes and that she has continued to pursue dancing in one form or another throughout the rest of her life.
"I used to be a shy little kid who didn't like people watching me, but everything changed after my grandma came up with the idea that I take dance lessons," she said. "Once I started, I ended up loving it, and after that I started doing tumbling classes, dance camps, ballet classes and whatever else was available. I have been dancing pretty much all my life and love being a member of the Nu Skin Jazz Dancers."
Dew is one of 18 women total in the group of Jazz Dancers, who are between the ages of 18 and 27 and come from all over Utah, Idaho and Texas. They perform at all home games for the Utah Jazz when the season is up and running, as well as participate in a variety of photo sessions used for the Nu Skin Jazz Dancers Web site, press photos, posters and autograph cards.
"I've danced at about 16 Jazz games so far, but we also do a lot of community events and go visit different places with the 'Jazz Bear,'" Dew said. "We also sign autographs after games and at events when people ask us for them."
Aside from dancing, Dew also has a love of teaching and working with children. She received her bachelor's degree in elementary education from Utah State University in 2006 and now teaches reading to first- and second-graders at Harris Elementary School in Tooele, while also managing to teach dance to aspiring performers in the community. She works at a local dance studio in Tooele called "Jazz In It" and serves as the drill team coach for Grantsville High's drill team, the Larietts.
"Because being a Jazz dancer is a part-time thing, most of us on the team have other jobs," she said.
Dew said dancer tryouts take place every summer, and that even the existing dancers must try out again to join before the season starts up. She said her favorite part of being a Jazz dancer is working with director Jan Whittaker and the new ideas she brings to the table.
"Jan provides us with good workouts and keeps us in shape, and I like someone who's always there to push me and show me new things," Dew said.
The dancers regularly practice Tuesday and Thursday nights from 6 to 10 p.m., and if need dictates, also on weekends.
When she has spare time, Dew likes to spend time with her close family, including her husband Cody Sullivan. She also enjoys a wide range of hobbies, like taking photographs, scrapbooking and cooking.
"I also love traveling and going to different places, but because I've been so busy this year, that's all been kind of put on hold for now," she said.
Dew, who still resides in Tooele, is also a local celebrity in the community for other achievements. She was crowned Miss Tooele County in 2003 and also won a $100 first-place prize for a "fastest bagger" competition presented by the Tooele Macey's Food and Drug, where she previously worked as a cashier.
With a long future still ahead of her, Dew said she is excited to continue working with the Jazz dancers and eventually pursue other interests as well.
"I have enjoyed this year with the dancers and may try out again this summer, but I'd maybe also like to go back to school and get my degree in exercise, physics, physiology or nutrition, which is a subject I've always been intrigued by," she said. "I'd also like to travel a lot and see a lot of different places. With all my interests there are so many different directions I can go, so it's hard to tell what I'll do next."
dougrad@tooeletranscript.com

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

Welcome Bergan!


My cousin Kambree and her husband, Aaron, just welcomed a new baby on Friday.
Here's her stats:

Bergan Joy Anderson
Born 2/8/2008
7lbs 6oz
20 inches long

We understand that Ensley is being a wonderful big sister. Congratulations, Anderson Family!



POSITIVEly Happy


So, this may have been the worlds worst kept secret! I had no idea that I had such intuitive friends. Cris and I are both incredibly happy! We had been hoping for another baby for such a long time and were actually a little discouraged, thinking we wouldnt be able to have another. With all of the changes in our lives lately, it sometimes seems a bit overwhelming, but this is something we have wanted for so long and couldn't be happier. We are only a month and a half along (thus my resistance to say anything) and are due on October 13, which happens to be McKenzies birthday. How ironic is that? I haven't said anything to anyone at work yet, so, if you work with me, please keep the secret. I am wanting to take the maximum 12 weeks off after I have the baby, which happens to be the three busiest months of the whole year at work. (It will work out nice for me having Thanksgiving and Christmas seasons off, though!) And I dont want to mess up anything with the part time schedule (still no official word on that yet, by the way) So... I will officially tell my boss in a month or so.
Cris is leaning over my shoulder reading what I have written and is teasing me. He enjoys mocking the way I write in my blog. He's in an exceptionally good mood today, which means huge amounts of teasing for me, so I had better sign off and give fighting him off my full attention. Haha!

Saturday, February 9, 2008

Work Stuff

So, for quite some time now, myself and my co-worker Katie, have been wanting to work fewer hours. (Working EVERY weekend is a little hard on family time) We've been in a dilema because currently the only way to be part-time in our office is to be a "floater" which means no set schedule, no promised hours, you just fill in for when people are on vacation or sick. Or, I guess we could go to the warehouse, but throwing boxes holds no appleal for me. Since that doesnt quite work for us, we got creative. We sat down and made a proposal to our HR manager and GM asking if we could begin a job share program. We would like 3 people to share what are currently 2 full time positions. We detailed a plan where each of the 3 job sharers would have every third week off, on a rotating schedule. (It would also mean giving up a 1/3 of my paycheck, but I'm ready for it!) We detailed how much the company would save on benefits, the increase in flexibility and quoted studies that said it would improve job retention and productivity. We were quite proud of ourselves for our clever idea (and professial proposal, I must say!) and forwarded it on to our supervisors last Monday. I was surprised because they were absolutely in favor! They forwarded the our proposition to the regional managers, and before the end of the day we got an email saying that it "sounds like a great idea. Have a few questions on part-time status with one paycheck being full hours, the next half, will check with corporate HR. This may end up going nation-wide!" Wow, who would have thought that some hick girl could change the worlds largest corporation? It's too soon to say for sure, but I should know more this week. I am sitting here, anxious to go to work, and nervous of what I'll find out.

As for the secret mentioned a few posts ago, I never expected to have so much attention drawn to it! I expected people to read it and say, "yeah, secrets make me smile, too" not freak everyone out. Sorry! I promise to post the secret as soon as I am able, maybe in a week or two. Stay posted!

Friday, February 8, 2008

Ch-Ch-Changes

After 12 long years at McDonalds, Cris is finally saying goodbye. He's enjoyed his job, and has been successful at it, but feels its time to move on. He's been store manager at 5 stores, been in charge of several large projects and product intruductions for the 26 C&R stores, and has traveled to many states for conventions, classes and trainings. He's even a bona-fide graduate of Hamburger University (yes, it does exist, and he has his McDegree to prove it!) He's just reached the point where he is tired of it all. He works with one store to improve them, gets them going strong, and then moves on to the next where he faces the same issues he's just corrected. And so on... He still takes pride in increasing sales and profit at each store he's worked with, but doesnt feel like his heart is in it anymore, so its time to go.

He's been offered a job at Kennecott, which surprised me he accepted. Deep down, I think he is trying for something opposite of what he's been doing. He's excited to not have to make the decisions, not get the 2am phone calls, and when he clocks out he wont have to think about work any longer. So, thats all really good. I just hope he can be happy there, because thats the most important thing to me.

The changes going on have been taking a toll on him. He's not one for change, as you can tell by his 12 year service at McD's. He's nervous, concerned about the changes in insurance (he's not elligible for insurance at Kennecott for 3 months, so we are trying to figure that out nw) and been wound a little tight lately. Right now he is taking his physical, the last step to the Kennecott job, and then will meet this afternoon with C&R to set up an exit plan. Here's to hoping he comes home content with his decision, and with less stress carried on his shoulders!

Thursday, February 7, 2008

Happy To You!

Happy Birthday, Cris!





Today Cris turned 28, and is feeling slightly old. (Honestly, I can't help but giggle a little!) After dinner, McKenzie presented him with the Coldstone Icecream cake she picked out (cookies and cream). She was DELIGHTED watching the candle being lit and sung him her heartfelt and famous birthday song. It goes something like this: "Happy to you! Happy you! Happy to you! DADDY! YAY!" Of course there was much clapping afterwards as celebration.




Wednesday, February 6, 2008

10 things that have made me smile today

  1. Big good morning hugs and smooches
  2. Watching the snow fall
  3. Finding the cat sleeping in the laundry hamper with the lid closed. She needed privacy?
  4. Slurping noodles at lunchtime with my favorite two year old
  5. Reading 'The Big Wide Mouthed Frog' for the 27th time today
  6. Watching McKenzie act out the stories we were reading
  7. Having a few quiet moments alone this morning to do some reading (of my own choice)
  8. Looking forward to my hair appointment this afternoon
  9. My daughter teaching me how to play cards. (I still dont understand the principle of her made up game, but it was funny to see the stern looks and reprimands she'd give me when I made a mistake)
  10. Having a secret

Tuesday, February 5, 2008

Time Flies

I was going through the computer today, burning pictures to CD's and deleting them from my hard drive. It was fun browsing through the snapshots and smiling at the memories. I opened the folder from our vacation, and realized one year ago, to this very day, I was exploring the bottom of the ocean in Cozumel. I had been so excited to try helmet diving (I was a little nervous trusting myself to breath out of a tube and try scuba) When I started entering the water, the weight of the helmet (75 pounds) was crushing me and I started to panic that I wouldn't be able to breath. I tried to remain calm and not make a scene. I lowered into the water and my ears felt like they would explode! I couldnt get them to pop no matter what I did! I remember being under water, and having a tear trickle down my cheek, under the helmet (claustrophobia) and wanting to get out. Then Cris joined me underwater, grabbed my hand, and we began our underwater, awkward, trek and everything was okay. It was an amazing experience, feeding the fish, picking up star fish and enjoying the warm bright blue water. Excluding our time in Belize, it was one of the highlights of the trip. I am glad I stayed strong and tried it, but am more glad Cris was there to encourage me through it and enjoy it with me. Oh, and feel free to laugh at the flattering picture! HAHA!